random
im bored. so i decided to tumbl.
so i got one candle burning right now. just cause. id have two but i cant get the other one to light. :[ i really like the smell of the other one too. its blueberry.
anyways…
WWWOOOOOWW!!!!!!!!!! i just breathed out of my nose and my candle went out!!!! the heck..
so anyways. my friends been telling me stories about her and her ‘guy friend’. soooo cute btw. super duper cute. haha. but yeah. i just told her how they remind me of the books i used to read. or i guess still read. i havent read one in a while. you know, those cute books about the girl and the boy who fall in love at the end. and in the process of falling in love they become really good friends who do cute stuff together like walk on the beach or go roller skating and hold hands or play ‘truth’ (heh, truth about forever reference right there). but yeah. you get the point. its pretty cute if you ask me.
i kinda want a guy now. which is like impossible because i go to the ugliest school in the world (over exaggeration right there). but you know its also not going to happen becausee..of my guy friends. thats a problem. i have too many, apparently. all my guy friends say thats a problem when it comes to girls. with irwin it was a problem. i was talking to rylan once about it and he said yeahhh, too many guy friends is kind of a problem. boys get jealous easily. (greeeattt). and when i was on my ‘date’ with sean we were talking about his ex. and how she was realllyy popular with guys(shes really pretty. she can sing and she can dance. shes the whole package baby) and he was saying how it was a big problem. and if he ever dated again it would be with someone who didnt have that many guy friends. sooo yeahh. you can see how having guy friends is a problem.. but whhattevveee.
i guess i just miss my friends…my guy friends? (and arielle too. havent seen her in too long) hahahaa. i miss them. we never all hang out anymore. rylan is…being rylan. all mr popular. derek..i dont know about him. church i guess. well now hes back from cali and we just havent hung out yet. and ive been seeing simon alot. but i havent seen raf that much. mann. where have they all BEEN! why dont we hang outtt anyymoreee like we used toooo. at dereks house after school doing nothingg and just chillin cause school was out for the day and we deserved to rest. man. i miss those days. makes me want to go back to school just to relive the days AFTER school.
anyways im going to go and read some more of those books now. and dream about having the perfect guy.
